teen-rager

So I've quickly complied a short list of things that I hate about people in general. It's actually really short and can be summed up really super quickly. 1. Don't be a bitch. Or at least don't be a bitch over stupid shit. It only causes unnecessary drama over something so stupid you'll end up forgetting why you even started whinging over it in the first place. 2. People without Passion/opinions. For fucks sake, give a shit arbout something and stop going with the flow if you're not enjoying it. Seriously. Have a say. Be passionate about something, give a fuck about anything!! Even if its giving a fuck about nothing, just do it wholeheartedly and say 'fuck you' to everyone. And mean it! I don't think I could ever be with someone who just chilled back and said 'whatever'. I definitely need someone I can argue with, not someone who is too lazy to give a shit. Fuck you. Open your eyes and realise that you don't have to be doing what everyone else is. I hate people. Do not want a relationship any time soon. Fuck everyone. Also, know when you've been friendzoned. There are typos in here that I can't fucking fix because I don't know how and I'm too frustrated to fix

fucking forgetfulness

I always fucking forget how shit a friend you are, you selfish asshole. Please, by all means lean on me when you need it... But heaven forbid I'm ever upset. No, I'm not fucking allowed to be cause my life is fucking tip top, hey ? Because once again, stupid ole me fucking forgot that you're the only one with problems. You're the only one with a shit life. But that's cool, cause Im just being a moody bitch, hey. It's not like I fucking work hard for anything I've gotten in my life. Nah, I never worked three jobs a time, I just got given everything. So don't fucking assume that my life is awesome when I sacrifice my whole fucking social life for five days of working and four says of university. I don't have the freedom that you do, and quite frankly I don't think I ever will. But sure, go out, get drunk and then condescend to me. I forgot how much I fucking LOVE that shit. Thanks for reminding me.... At least that's one thing I can thank you for. Having an awesome night crying myself to sleep and verbally abusing you in my mind. I'm selling popcorn if anyone wants front row seats to the movie premier of 'my shitty life' starring my all time favorite actor ' 'Go fuck yourself'. Over and out.

Consistent oblivion

Sonder: 

n. the realisation that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own- populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness- an epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to thousands of lives that you'll never know existed, in which you might appear once, as an extra sipping coffee in the background, as a blur of traffic passing on the highway, as a lighted window at dusk.

-A-

Like machines do

Beautifully dark and twisted things

Sleeping with Satan

Having a messy life isn't necessarily a bad thing. I'm learning to envy people less and be happy with what I've got. Why do we always seek to be better?

-A-

Shallow hypocrisies

Oh, old friend. Who are you trying to fool? If your words and actions contradict then your act is over. 

Oh, old friend. You're a fool. Who are you trying to convince with your words? When all you want is sparkly minerals, not their representation of love.

Oh, old friend. You think I'm the fool. Here's a genuine Fuck You.

People just need to stop trying to be two different people. 

-Ash&A-